"...Push on to something better"

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There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid, confused, without a road map. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while, people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

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I feel like the person that wrote this saw right through me. Through my doubts, my fears, my accomplishments and my direction... I have no idea what the future has in store for me and God knows im terrified every single second of the day. No matter how much i pray, there is still something inside me that fears the worst. No matter how much i keep telling myself to have faith and believe and work hard, i always view life in a pessimistic way. CONFIDENCE, PRAYER, DETERMINATION and STRENGTH to work hard is what i pray for everyday for God to give me. I'm trying to believe i can do it, i know it wont be easy but i will strive to succeed in any way i can with the help of Allah SWT! ..

Currently listening to ♪ ♪ : Pastime:Lionel Richie:

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